Hiya All,

I know some of you have been waiting a long time to find out is I still live. I've been full of doom and gloom and there were a few times I questioned the outcome myself!

To sum up the resent event, one of my good friends and I fell in love but due to him being a total dumbass and other less nice things it didn't work out. The jerk broke my heart and disgarded me like garbage and since the whole thing was a secret and I made a promise not to talk about it, I had to watch as he continued hanging out with all of our mutual friends and act like nothing was wrong.

In April, I met someone who not only has helped me get over the pain of being abused by someone I loved and trusted, but has also taught me a whole new level of love and kindness. He and I have been seeing each other tons and are totally in love and want to spend the rest of our lives together. Unfortunately, the jerk who broke my heart seems to think that I'm not allowed to be happy and has been trying to stir up trouble between my sweety and I.

And so the drama has been playing out.

Work has been overwhelmingly busy lately. Trying to balance quality time with my boyfriend, family, and friends has become harder and harder. At the end of the day I feel so tired all I want to do is sleep. Of course, that means my art has been suffering like you have no idea.

I loaded a tutorial today for those of you that like to do 3d modeling. It shows the art of Box Modeling. I was really, really tired when I compiled it so the spelling is probably aweful. I'm hoping to be concentrating on my 3d portfolio for the next few months. I'll post as often as I can and upload the screen shots of my work as I finish stuff worth looking at.

I hope all of you are doing well. I haven't read any of the journals and stuff because there were over a hundred so if you posted something and you think I should see it or read it, please post me a link and I'll read it for sure. ^_^'

Oh! Have any of you ever tried to give up High Fructose Corn Surup? I decided to cut it out of my diet as much as possible and OMG!!!! It is a nightmare to find food that doesn't use it!!!! I spend 10 minutes in the jelly section today just trying to find ONE jame that didnt have HFCS. Good Lord, this is something that is probably one of the biggest contributers of diebetes in the country and you can't even avoid it! *sigh*





Cheers,

MF